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I am counting down the seconds until I get to say “Welcome Back Sluts” and it’s making me go insane
#BAD BUDDY YOUVE GOT TO STOP DOING THIS TO ME#my body refuses to regulate itself#we are in constant fight or flight today#bad buddy#patpran#our skyy 2 x bad buddy#our skyy 2#i need answers#I need them back#maybe after that I’ll be normal#probably not
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More Clothing Practice ft. Kazurei ❤️💙
Happy Buddy Daddies Friday!
#I did randomized color palettes for them too#because why not#also Rei smiling and talking more after they adopt miri and get married is very important to me#the most fashionable daddies at daycare#they’re on their way to pick miri up from school here#kazuki loves listening to him talk#he infodumps about the things he likes and Kaz just watches and listens like 😍#anyway happy buddy daddies Friday!#I want to keep practice clothing so if anyone has any ideas lmk#preferably like everyday/normal formal wear#also every time I draw them I add more and more piercings#maybe one day I’ll make like a piercing/tattoo hc post#kazurei#buddy daddies#buddy daddies fanart#my art#reikazu#kazurei fanart#reikazu fanart#zsart
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I know we collectively agree that Hiccup isn’t romantically inclined, and his getting married and having kids didn’t make sense in the epilogue, but consider: Hiccup getting married for political reasons.
It’s a marriage of alliance, which is recognized both by him and his partner, and they enter it without expectations of romantic involvement. Since they’re now married, they live in the same castle, spend time together, and Hiccup finds he really likes his spouse. They’re funny, get along with his friends, and has the same interests and values. They both probably speak multiple languages. She understands why Hiccup is so dedicated to making the Wilderwest better, and holds similar views. She’s a good politician (her job after all, was to be an ambassador). Hiccup likes spending time with them, and the feeling is mutual. They’re not in love, they have their own lives, but they’re dedicated to each other and eventually decide to raise children. They teach their kids how to train hawks and hunt with dragons, riding, history, the Languages, and all the necessary skills of their world. They’re not in love and they’re happy together.
#pushing the aromantic hiccup agenda and also the queerplatonic agenda#as much as the idea of hiccup getting married was always a little off to me it was more the romantic angle#which I why I like the idea of a marriage of alliance and a partner who understands that#and then of course the montage of them being a good team and getting along#and going ‘yeah I like this person. I think this is the person I want to spend my life with.’#also a) a lot of arranged political marriages did have the foreign spouse function as an ambassador#b) polyglot hiccup is canon and I think it would be neat if his spouse was as well. it is a marriage alliance after all.#she isn’t from the small area of berm#(actually give all the Vikings regional accents. I think it’s neat)#c) she/they because I didn’t feel firmly about the partner’s gender and the nords were pretty gender diverse#anyway I think the partner would probably be fond of the library and admire hiccup got it open way back when#get along with Fishlegs and camicazi well enough#and enjoy dramatic stories of their adventures. maybe have some of her own#also: normalize people having their own lives outside their partners. hiccup and they are happy together but also have their own friends#oh and you know hiccup would be a great dad. he loves Stoick but he would so much be the dad he wished he had growing up#are the kids bio related? are they adopted (cast off and No Names)? who knows!#I could build in my head what hiccup’s spouse is like but I’ll leave it here#they exist as we construct them#httyd#httyd books#my post#book!hiccup#hiccup the third#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#book hiccup
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My sister asked me to clear an overgrown area of her backyard for her to do some gardening so I put on my butch jockstrap and went to town on some holes
#which I dug after these pictures which is why I’m NOT covered in dirt like I am currently#I actually barely used the axe since there were only a few INCREDIBLY SHARP mini trees that needed to go down#it was mostly garden shear on weed action but we all know the axe is sexier so#my sister comes home and is like “why didn’t you use the chainsaw” and I was like “why didn’t you tell me you had a chainsaw”#anyways but body is so sore but I’m a top again so maybe it was all worth it#also peep that big hair it’s where I keep all my love for internet cats and dogs 😮💨 I’ll cut it EVENTUALLY#maybe I’ll start a new tag should I go with tsuchi goes outside or tsuchi wears clothes#both are equally unlikely normally 🤔 I think I’ll stick with#gpoy
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No art today coz I’m working on some dragon refs for an infodump post which won’t be going up until they’re all done. So here’s wips of said dragons!
One of them is already done and took me nearly the entire day to finish lol. I have a complete mess of layers for her coloring because I kept not liking it then liking it then deciding on smth else and… I think she looks good now 👍
The second one isn’t colored yet but I did stay up later than usual trying to finish his scales, which were the pain this time. I may end up redoing a section tbh 💀
#wip#dragon#kheprriart#normally id be like haha guess who they are :) but i cant coz i havent even mentioned names of other dragons#anyways. after the second one is done i have oooone more to work on (maybe another two after that? depends on my mood)#then the post can go up :)#im not even 100% sold on the second one’s design yet lol. he should be fine but im just iffy coz im weird#edit: also coz i’ll be out of the house for a while again. like 4-5 hours maybe :/
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hey guys I have a free night should I get really drunk like genuinely a bit sloshed and see what klance art comes out of it
#Actually me and some coworkers went out for a drink after work today#and our servers name was keith#…………….I’m sure you can guess who I thought of immediately#I think they should pump lithium directly into my blood through an IV#maybe then if I ever survive it I’ll be normal
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Super appreciate people like thinking of me and Iike hoping I feel better and stuff. Thank you lots.
But like I’m fine. I know I was complaining and venting, and all that stands. But I’m okay. I have a handful of less than ideal relationships in my life that are def stressful. I’m stressed today because of it. But it’s also something I’m really used to and it’s not something at the center of my life usually. Prolly shouldn’t be something I’m as used to. But eh, it is what it is.
#does a little bit remind of how when I was talking to my therapist one day and describing how I felt w something#and she’s like that sounds like being miserable#and I was like what?? like that is far too normal for miserable#my idea of miserable was def a lot worse#I like went and looked up miserable after bc I was so confused#I don’t think that did anything tho lol#tho like I guess to be fair def have gaslight myself in the best to think things weren’t as bad as they were lol#but like it’s 3 or 4 really stressful relationships and having a hard time w befriending women#like who doesn’t have a hard time making friends these days lol#def feeling more physically bad then emotionally bad#tho like maybe after the call I’ll feel like oh no I’m bad mean person again#but like that does tend to pass once I’m interacting w people who make me feel better#personal
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why skeleton
spooky month
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Yesterday was rough. I didn’t go on my daily walk, I had the whole debacle with the air purifier and my betrothed and I fell asleep crying over missing Wyvern.
Today I’m even more tired. It feels dangerous not to do any exercise but it also feels like I’m moving through tar. I’ve gotta prep stuff for the road trip tomorrow and take Leeloo to get a shot but it feels like I have to climb a mountain.
#ramblies#maybe I’ll do a few minutes on the elliptical after errands#because then if I collapse I’ll have marked off my major responsibilities#Friday is supposed to be my day to practice rigging and coding but I will just cry if I try that right now#my brain is at like 30% normal function
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adrien and rua take amaya to meet rua's side of the family! rua's nephew, broderick, makes his introductions too!
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#let it be known broderick's name was randomly generated#rua holding ama while he talks to his brother and dad 😞🫶🏽 so cute#adrien showing loren baby pictures and bragging about how smart she is 😤 “you wouldn’t believe how quick my ama learned to sit up”#both adrien and rua don’t cuss now that they have a kid. adrien never really cussed maybe he’d say fuck or shit but that’s rlly it#but you know who does cuss? ru’s brother makani. it’s a normal amount but to people who don’t cuss it’s like ‼️#and it’s rubbed off on isabella (the toddler) whose new thing is cussing#that’s why she’s sitting on the couch pensively while adrien reads to her after getting in trouble 😭#i’m so geeked rn bc i’m far enough in this legacy for my sims to have cousins !!! little amaya is gonna grow up alongside her cousins !!#imagine the sleepovers and the holidays 🥺 the closest cousin i have near my age is 3 years younger than me and we didn’t grow up near each#i rlly wanted them to adopt an older child (bc i don’t wanna play newborn-toddler stage 🧍🏽) maybe i’ll have them do that when ama’s a child#idk i’ll flip a coin to help me decide#sim: adrien herrera#sim: rua kamealoha#sim: amaya kamealoha#postcard: gen3#queue
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Hnnnghh,,,lazy sex. Grian being half awake watching tv, just chilling with a nightshirt and panties on, Scar walking in(from patrol or just being in the other room) and flopping down behind her, arms wrapping around her waist. They’re sleepy but not quite ready to fall asleep so Grian takes Scars hands and adjusts one to her breast and the other onto her crotch.
He catches on and gently starts kneading her chest through the shirt while slipping her panties to the side to roll her clit under the pad of his finger, slowly getting her wet.
After a few minutes, he takes one hand away to extract his cock from whatever pants he has on and guides it against her hole, steadily pushing in. He just slightly rocks against her(it’s mostly just cockwarming). This goes on for awhile, maybe they even fall asleep for a bit and wake up and continue. Either way, it’s just serene and cozy, and they’re both content.
-bodypillow/massage anon <3
anon I need you to know that you are single-handedly enabling my brain rot for this au and I appreciate you so much for it omg. serene, cozy, sleepy sex…. they’d be so soft about it too.
hm. hmmmmm. another drabble,,,,
Grian lets out a yawn as she relaxes on the couch, watching whatever’s happened to catch her interest on t.v. This time it’s a show she’s familiar with, an ongoing prank war between friends that continues to get more out of control. A diss track has been made, and Grian can only be thankful it’s actually good.
There’s nothing worse than being a musician being forced to listen to something terribly made.
It’s been a long day, one full of interview after interview, and she’s grateful to be home. She loves being Ariana Griande, and everything that comes with it. But sometimes she just wants to flop on a comfortable surface with glasses rather than contacts and a comfy shirt. Which is how she is now, relaxing after an eventful afternoon.
Hearing footsteps behind her, she looks up, seeing Scar approach. It’s been a long day for him as well, considering Hotguy was with her from the first interview to the last. Now though, it’s only them. No alter egos or masks. They can act as normal people, until the next call beckons them. But future Grian can worry about that.
“Hey,” she greets, earning a smile from her boyfriend.
“Grian! Fancy seeing you here,” Scar returns. How he has some energy after their tiring day, Grian doesn’t have the faintest clue.
Still, she snorts, “It’s my apartment Scar, of course I’d be here.” She follows it with a fond shake of her head. “Gonna come join me?”
“Of course.” Scar’s smile brightens as he comes around the couch, flopping down behind her. Grian’s never been more thankful that a) her couch can comfortably fit two people and b) she has a small stature. She feels him throw an arm over her waist, moving until her back is against his chest. Scar rests his head on the same pillow she’s using, pressing a kiss to her hair. “Did I miss anything fun?”
Grian sighs in contentment, already melting against him. “Nothing besides a diss track and a failed heist,” she answers, moving so that her head is comfortably under Scar’s jaw. She feels his hand slowly stroke her side, moving down to her thigh and trailing her hip. She hums softly, enjoying the touch. Scar’s hand is warm, sending tingles down her spine. It could almost put her to sleep, if she were ready for bed.
“Awww, what do you mean I missed it? G, they hyped that up so much,” Scar whines, making her giggle at him.
“I’ll rewind it for you, you big baby,” she huffs affectionately, grabbing the remote.
They fall into silence after that, as the two of them lay there together. Grian’s breaths are even, relaxed, soft. She can feel the steady rhythm of Scar’s heart against her, bringing a sense of comfort as she rests. She finds herself in that weird state of being sleepy but not enough for her to actually fall asleep. Not that she minds though, she gets to actually enjoy being awake and snuggling with Scar.
He hasn’t stopped moving his hand, lingering on her thigh as his thumb leaves light strokes against her skin. It’s not even that big of a movement, but in Grian’s sleepy state it leaves her feeling nice and warm, wanting to be touched more.
“Scar…”
“Hmm?”
She reaches for the arm underneath her, nudging his hand to her chest. As for the other, she encourages the hand on her thigh to move lower. Grian doesn’t say anything else, letting her nudges tell Scar what she wants. Of course he understands her immediately, fondling her chest over her shirt. He kneads her breasts with nothing short of attention and care; Grian sighing softly in contentment. Scar gently squeezes her, thumb brushing over a nipple.
His other hand slips under her panties, reaching her clit. He rolls his finger over the sensitive bud, rubbing it in light circles. Pleasure drips through Grian immediately, between the two spots, and she sinks against him.
“A..h, yes…” she whispers, eyes falling shut.
Scar kisses her head, pressing his cheek against her hair. He continues kneading her chest, keeping the cotton layer of her nightshirt between his palm and her skin. Had he been more awake, he might’ve moved so he could take her into his mouth, but this is just as good.
Each roll of his finger against her clit causes Grian to grow wetter, dampening both Scar’s finger and her panties. She hums softly at the pleasant feeling, making quiet noises. The television becomes distant white noise as Grian becomes absorbed by just Scar, the feeling of his hands touching her. He moves the pad of his finger in gentle, slow circles, the pressure feeling quite nice. Grian moves her hand down to hold his arm, whining lightly at the soft rubs. She rocks into it lazily, not committing to the movement. It makes Scar chuckle.
This continues for a few minutes, neither of them in any particular rush. Grian basks under Scar’s attention, loving it. He briefly pushes his finger inside her, and she moans at the feeling, hearing the quiet wetness of the movement.
Scar hums behind her, pleased with how wet she’s become. He rolls his finger a few more times, soaking up her quiet hums before pulling his hand away. Grian makes a disappointed sound, and Scar’s chest rumbles with a laugh. “I’m not going anywhere, princess.” He reaches into his shorts, pulling his hardening cock free. He gives it a few strokes before pushing her panties to the side, guiding himself toward her warmth. Scar gently presses inside her, making sure to go slow.
Grian moans at the intrusion, his length filling her up. She whines and whimpers, Scar’s other hand still kneading her chest.
“Okay?” Scar whispers.
“Okay,” Grian returns, unable to keep her voice from sounding shaky. It only worsens as Scar lightly rocks against her in lazy movements. “Feels good.”
Scar’s arm returns to her waist, draping over her. “Good, m’too,” he mumbles. “Love you, G.” He keeps up with the light movements, slowly pressing his cock inside her. Grian’s noises are still quiet, though they do rise in pitch with each gentle rock of Scar’s hips. Some of his own quiet moans and sighs tangle with hers.
“Nh, I love y’too, Scar,” she sleepily answers with a light slur, the fire in her gut mostly being quelled now. She doesn’t mind just lying like this, letting the peaceful atmosphere wash over her, push her toward slumber. It’s so cozy and warm, and Grian feels so nice.
It’s inevitable really, that they fall asleep like that, wrapped up in each other.
#letters#🪻writing#bodyguard au#bodypillow anon#I promise I’m normal about them#(I like writing them too much)#who knows… maybe I’ll do a part two of them after they wake up 👀
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#gonna do a little throwback and vent a bit here lmao#I may have pushed myself a lil far by doing a couple impact scenes and then wandering thru a bunch of crowds to watch the fireworks 💀#felt incredible on sunday night had a bad panic attack last night and haven’t been right today I just feel so down and strange#idk if it’s cause we got to discussing trauma and mental illness or if I’m just a lil depressed but I’m in a very pre-medication headspace#and then I rly feel bad cause he walked me home so he was out later than me and then soon after he got home there was a shooting near where#we were. and he’s the one who gets nervous about being out at night I’m always flippant about it#n I feel stupid and careless keeping him out so late just making sure I was alright#idk idk. hoping this is all part of coming off all that adrenaline and I’ll be normal in a couple days#I didn’t anticipate it at all cause the pain was pretty light. but it was all insanely good so maybe it’s more about how high up you get lol#idk! advice welcome if you’ve had a similar experience hdjfjsj
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Sleepy Wenjie
#she’s so cute#Mel is being a normal person and sleeping so I can’t annoy mel about this (lying I am being annoying in her dms while she sleeps)#so I had to bring it to tumblr obviously#I’m ignoring life to focus on wenjie and lijun and ride the wind cos i can’t handle it rn normal things#shang wenjie#Laure Shang#ride the wind 2024#尚雯婕#hmmm might crop these in the morning after I nap maybe#idk i’ll figure it out#乘风2024#b.gifs
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I can't help now but imagine that when Cold finally falls prey to the hibernation scheme (as they all will, eventually 👁👁) Hunted will take the opportunity to put him in the washing machine until the mange crust is all gone.
First of all, who’s to say they fall to the hibernation? 👁️👁️
Secondly, NO DON’T WASHING MACHINE MY BOY I’VE BEEN THERE IT IS HELL HE WON’T SURVIVE-
#voice of the cold#asks#Hunted would never leave it up to a machine#he’d want to do it all himself#it also feels more like a small victory to him#if he gets to be the one preening all the guys who do a shit job at taking care of their feathers#i will say I do not plan on Hunted getting his way for the ending#but who knows#maybe I’ll make a separate alternate ending thing where he does#the Hunted nest thing has been a thing for a long ass time he deserves to get his way eventually#I don’t actually remember any other posts about him being a feral little shit before mine#like waaaay back in I think November or December?#I joined the fandom soon after the game released#so I was feeding myself basically cause there was no other content#that’s why this whole fic saga thing came to be#petition for a bunch of fanfics where it’s just Hunted being a creature while all the others are normal#for me *bats eyelashes*#holy fuck I made way too many tags#I got away from myself#screaming into the void now
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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gf officially went through being gaslit at the doctors with me 🎉🙈 held me while i cried afterwards so that was a nice little touch
#she thinks my surgeon is a bitch and has an ego#i cant say i disagree after today#she was more concerned about the state of my incision than anything#babe it’s been six months#it’s too late#i told you it was an issue two weeks after surgery when you could’ve helped me#and you told me it was normal#and now you’re concerned because it looks ridiculous#i’m so drained from dealing with doctors like this#it’s every single one these days#i really can’t do it anymore i’m just gonna let my body eat itself alive and i’ll see how long i last lmfao#only concerned because she sees the e scar as a direct reflection of her work#well maybe if you acknowledged me when i said i have a heritable connective tissue disorder that’s complicated surgical procedures#you should’ve at least written it down#delete later i’m just beyond defeated
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